My Hem is Torn – Vision

25th March 2021 Thursday

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I see the prophet Samuel and King Saul and the hem of Samuel is torn off.

Then I hear a loud thunder clap from the heavens and thick black clouds appear, one after another, one on top of another.  I knew as I saw this scene that a major storm was coming but at this moment it was just building up. The clouds were so thick and dense together and very unusual and I felt in my spirit that rain would not come for quite some time.

As I watched upon this scene of prophet Samuel, a small humble man of God standing against the backdrop of King Saul, whose towering head was far above Samuel, I could see the weakness of King Saul.  He was pleading with Samuel to go with him to his people because they did not know that at this point he had lost his position and had lost the Holy Spirit.

Then I saw a white dove come away out of the top of King Saul’s head and as gently as it came upon King Saul, so gently the Holy Spirit left just as it came to him.  King Saul was unaware of the great significance of the tearing of Samuel’s robe just as he was unaware that the Spirit of the LORD had departed.  

King Saul was always interested to please men and to stand tall before them. Then I saw the Holy Spirit in the form of a dove fly upwards into the hands of the Father in heaven and then disappear. Samuel stood with his head bowed, heart weeping, trying to hide his tears from the man who was no longer with the LORD. I could still see these thick black clouds with multiple layers hovering over King Saul and they remained a fixture over him until he died.

This scene of desolation, of blackness of deep depression had now moved to the year 2021 in this vision. The LORD moved me from one spiritual dimension to another and I noticed that these same clouds I had just seen had increased to levels never seen before; still there was no rain.  What I did now see that was different were small forks of lightning appearing through these black clouds.

I was now aware that I was looking into the vision as though standing upon the peripheral edge of the earth.  I saw more and more black clouds appearing both from the North, South, East and West, they moved silently, almost in slow motion gathering together.

Then it was as if time had speeded up and I saw these dark clouds increasing once more and also I saw something black and dark, different types of black clouds coming from outside the earth and heavens, as though outside of time and space.  

What was different was that these thick, black as shiny oil clouds were gliding and moving as though a living entity.  They slid over one another in a thick darkness and flowed like a river, a congealed mass of molten lava, and they merged together from the four quarters of the universe.

I saw the LORD now stood next to me and He was silent and at that moment I remembered the account of where the LORD came to Abraham as they looked towards Sodom and Gomorrah.  I could see in my spirit this visit from the LORD to Abraham as though I was with them.  But now, 2021 it was very different because I was looking down upon the earth from one side to another knowing that the whole earth was as Sodom and Gomorrah; complete darkness.

I looked on and my heart was in my mouth and the LORD still remained silent next to me.  He looked so serious but inside I felt His grief.

Then the LORD spoke to me,

“Jacky, My daughter?”

I turned to look into the face of the LORD and despite the bright shining light that was around HIm, I saw His heart, He revealed His heart to me.  I saw no desperation around him, the desperation was coming from my own spirit.

“Jacky My daughter?”  the LORD spoke a little more loudly

“Yes LORD”

“Do you see this thick gross darkness right now?”

“Yes LORD”

“This is nothing Jacky, this is just the beginning.”

I turned to look at these dark clouds again and I could still see them merging with the outer thick, oil-like river coming from outside the earth and thought how could this get even worse.  I didn’t say anything but waited patiently for the LORD to reveal whatever He wanted to say, but then a question rushed through me and I blurted out,

“LORD!  Did you know how bad it was to become?”

I saw a small smile but His eyes were very serious,

“Of course My child, there is nothing I do not know.  I am the Beginning and the End, I am the Alpha and Omega.  I know all things Jacky.”

It seemed at that moment as the LORD spoke that all of heaven and the host thereof were silent.  I could feel it, it was tangible, palpable and when I looked down upon the gross darkness again it was increasing all the more upon the earth.

Then I saw the earth in the palm of Jesus’ Hands, it was so small! It was the size of a tennis ball!  As Jesus held the earth in His Hands it was as delicate as an egg on the point of breaking.  Jesus’ Hands delicately held the earth and brought it closer to Me to show me something.

The Light around Jesus was now shining so bright and His Head was leaning over this tiny ball called the earth.  I saw tears spill from His Eyes, one after the other.  He never spoke but I knew in my heart how He was so grieved.  

Then He whispered to me so I could hear Him even though His Head was still looking down so closely to the earth.

“My Hem is torn Jacky, My people those whom I have called have torn My Garment of Salvation.”

Then Jesus blew gently upon the earth and I saw the heavens rend wide open as His LIght pierced through, this Light just looked like a double-edged sword and it went from East to West.

Then the LORD spoke again, so quietly,

“Look Jacky, what do you see?  What do you see through these thick black clouds?  Look towards My Sword, Look to the Light, what do you see?”

What I saw I had no idea how I managed to see it because it was so minute, but the Light of Jesus homed in upon the earth a small wooden cross.  I saw Jesus as the Son of Man, the Rabbi, the Master, Jesus of Nazareth and the son of Joseph and Mary.  I saw the bleeding body of a man, a human man and His body was so torn, His skin hanging off and a huge crown of thorns which seemed so incongruous upon His Head.

Then I saw a bright white LIght piercing through the darkness even further to shine upon the sign above Jesus on the cross.  The words written were, “King of the Jews”.  As I looked on I could feel the excruciating agony, pain that was coming from every fiber of Jesus’ being.  But also which was even more amazing was I saw the heart of Jesus on the cross and at that moment I heard these words,

“Father forgive them for they know not what they do”.

I saw so much blood, pools of blood, the depth of lagoons, as I witnessed this I thought to myself I didn’t know that the body could contain so much blood.  Then Jesus knowing my thoughts spoke to me,

“Life Jacky, LIfe, I died so that you would live.  In Me alone is Life.  I became poor so you could become rich, rich in salvation, the greatest gift to mankind.”

“Tell My people Jacky the End is here, it has finally come, yet even in this I shall come when My Father tells Me.”

“Prepare My people to wait upon Me, to trust Me and to obey Me.  Yet, My hem is torn to shreds for I desire mercy not sacrifice, I desire a people obedient to Me, yet even now disobedience shall rise up – it rises now in the form of these black clouds and My people continue to sin even more.”

“Tell My people there is no more sacrifice left, now is the Day of Reckoning, now is the Day of Salvation, for salvation, My salvation is the greatest gift of all.”

I then saw Jesus let go of the earth, I waited for it to fall and smash but it just hung back in time and space until its appointed time.

“I am coming soon Jacky, My Return is imminent and My Remnant, My prophets are all hidden in Me.  Although their physical bodies are still on earth they are seated in the heavenly realms, hidden in Christ, covered by My blood.”

Then I saw myself standing on the outer peripheral edges of time and space, suspended and standing next to Jesus.  I saw the earth was completely black and I could not see any light at all.

Then Jesus blew upon the earth and as His breath came out it was as fire and I saw tiny, miniscule lights coming out as shining stars.

“See Jacky, even though you felt that you were the only one left, just like Elijah, I have saved 7,000 who have not bowed their knee to Baal.”  

Changes are ahead Jacky, major changes, enormous transitions for My people but My Remnant shall rise because My Spirit lives in them and because I live so shall they live, so shall ye live Jacky.”

“Share with My people Jacky all that I am to give you, be not afraid for I am truly with you.”

Then Jesus opened both of His Hands before me, I even saw the scars upon His wrists and His LIght was emanating from the palms of His Hands as laid them upon my head.

“I am the LORD that healeth thee Jacky, nothing is too hard for Me.  Do not mind the naysayers Jacky for if they reject you remember they rejected Me first.”

“I love you daughter”

Jesus then blew new life into me as His face was inches from mine and then He smiled.

“Tell My children sweet daughter how much I love them and tell them I will NEVER leave them nor forsake them.  Tell them to prepare to meet Me very soon.  Tell them I am the same yesterday, today and forever.  Tell them My Name is JESUS, I and the Father are One.  Yes, tell them I love them!  Tell them to love one another for this is the true hallmark of those who belong to Me.”

“Go My child, I love you!  Speak boldly to all I give to you.”

All Flesh is as Grass

15 September 2019
Scriptures: Revelation 4; Romans 8; Esther 8:4; 1 Peter 1:24; Isaiah 40


This morning I saw the regal head, the profile of the Lion of Judah. It came to my mind, clearly, 3 times, twice last night and again this morning.

As I look on at this majestic profile, truth permeates from every inch of Him. His gaze is steady, looking forward.

I don’t know at this point, what He is looking at, but I know it is Jesus, and He stands and sits, as though at the same time.

He is of the most Royal Blood; He is the KING of KINGS and LORD of LORDS. His waiting causes those who know the True King, the True Shepherd to wait.

The light around Him, is not like the light from the sun and there is no heat attached to this light.

There are though a mixture of colours as of fire; red, orange and yellow, and in my spirit I know there is a deep vibrant amber, a burnished glowing as of polished brass.

The Lion of Judah turns to face me, His eyes are as fire, He is steady, patient and all knowing in all wisdom. The depths of Him so unfathomable.

I see consuming fires surrounding Him and He sits, then He stands, all it seems at the same time; pensive yet steady, ready yet still.

It is like all of Heaven is holding its breath and there is such a silence in the Heavens; it is tangible.

I sense the Spirit of self-control, which can only be expressed through the power of the Holy Spirit.

Then in my spirit I hear these words so clearly:

“The flesh counts for nothing, for all flesh is as grass, and all the glory of man as the flower of grass. The grass witthereth, and the flower thereof falleth away”.

1Peter 1:24 and Isaiah 40

Then as Jesus looks at me He speaks, the Lion of Judah speaks. I see Jesus, as the Lion of Judah, change into the Son of Man, and He is carrying a golden sceptre.

Then the king held out the golden sceptre toward Esther, so Esther arose and stood before the king. Esther 8:4

Then Jesus speaks

“Tell My people I love them Jacky, but, that anything to do with the flesh, shall be burned through my fires. The flames are hot, tell them the flesh counts as nothing. All that is of the world, the flesh and the devil, shall be cut out.” Romans 8

The Lord reminded me of Romans 8, about walking in the Spirit.

He then goes on to say:

“So many lies, so many lies. Tell My people, they have been listening only to lies. For even My Word, My truth has been watered down, so it is no longer seen as the truth, it is no longer the truth. So many lost, so many lost. Man made teachings, treacherous, all of them.”

As Jesus speaks these words deep into my spirit, I sense a deep, deep anguish; so deep it is frightening, because of the future consequences of many lost souls, such are the lies.

Everything that is not of faith, is sin.

We have to walk by faith and not sight.

The King is Coming

16th December 2019
Scripture: Zechariah 2

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I saw this glass globe of the earth and it was being presented as a trophy, a prize to someone. It was really beautiful quite exquisite. I saw it upon a stand and you could see right through it.

Then I saw myself walking away and I was carrying two items, one I didn’t know but the other was this glass globe which I put under my arm. I saw faint outlines of the countries and continents.


I see an angel and he is holding a long plumb line rod made of pure gold. He is measuring a golden coloured coffin, his face intent, concentrating on getting the right measurements both inside and out. The coffin was gold-plated not gold.

Next to this angel I saw Jesus as the Good Shepherd and He was carrying a pure gold staff in His Hand; it is really tall. This staff is covered from top to bottom with both precious and semi-precious stones.

This staff didn’t seem to fit with what I thought a Shepherd would carry, but this was no ordinary staff and was definitely not used taking care of sheep on the pastures.

This staff was in fact like a golden sceptre which belongs to a king rather than a shepherd boy.

What came to my mind straight away at this point was the transformation of David the Shepherd boy to the King of Israel.

Today the LORD reminded me that He came from the line of David and that David knew that something greater was ahead.

Then I see Jesus in this large room, it is the royal crowning room, a place where the coronation of kings and queens takes place.

Upon Jesus’ head is a very large crown and on this crown is an assortment of precious and semi-precious stones, just like those on top of the golden staff/sceptre.

The largest stone I see is a huge emerald and the glow that is transmitted, the rays of light, beam all around this throne room. There is no one else in this throne room, there is great peace here.

Jesus is standing very tall and regal and dressed in a brilliant white gown with a wide golden belt. He is looking at me, but not saying anything, not a word.

I don’t know what to do but the LORD Jesus takes a step to the side and goes on ahead of me. I see a huge throne seat, this seat is so big; I’ve never seen anything like this.

The emerald rays of light go in every direction from the crown of Jesus are also surrounded around this throne seat and I sense there is someone sitting upon it.

I then hear quietly, my name,


I am still standing on the same spot; I haven’t moved at all. I am paralysed and just don’t know what I am supposed to do so I quickly scan with my eyes everything that I see around me. I notice a long red carpet with gold edging on both sides and this carpets all the wide stairway up to the throne seat. I notice though that at the edges of this carpet on both sides is a surface of white, I go to write the word ‘Marble’ but the LORD speaks straight away and says ‘Alabaster’.

I don’t know quite how it happened but I assume that the Holy Spirit moved me on because now I am walking up this stairway and Jesus is now holding on to my hand securely. I know in my spirit that I am going to see the Father.

I feel very nervous, I am as a small child, that is how I see myself in this vision. In my spirit I know I am looking at myself as though 10 years old. I feel alone yet Jesus is still holding my hand. He is still wearing his jewelled crown and carrying this very tall staff covered with jewels.

Halfway up this stairway I see a blue velvet curtain and it is tied back with beautiful ornate gold clasps; these are pure gold. Jesus guides me into another small room but it is another throne room. To my right is see the Ark of the Covenant and the two huge cherubs, their wings touching over it.

I feel that I have stepped right back into the Tabernacle that was made by the children of Israel when Moses was leading them through the wilderness. I felt I had gone back those thousands of years in just a fraction of a second.

As I looked around, I saw that Jesus was not standing by my side, then I hear the voice of the Almighty God,

“I am the Ancient of Days, I am that I am, it is I am who has sent you Jacky – do not be afraid.”

In the next moment Jesus stood in front of me face to face and spoke these words.

“If you have seen Me then you have seen My Father, I and the Father are One.”
As soon as these words were uttered, I fell down straight upon my face, I could not see Jesus’ face and I was very afraid. Then Jesus put out His Sceptre, His gold Staff before me as I laid still on the floor not daring to move. The LORD spoke so softly to me but with great authority,

“Jacky, take hold of My Sceptre, take hold of it and stand up.”

I do not know how I stood up so quickly but it was as though as soon as I touched the golden sceptre I was standing upright, it all happened so fast and now I was face to face with Jesus. He was smiling!

“Can you remember Me Jacky?”

Jesus was still smiling! I nodded my head lightly and whispered “yes”. I saw that Jesus’ eyes were a brilliant fiery red. His Glory stood before me and I was aware just how spotless and pure He was. He continued to smile at me and then he spoke.

“Did you not ask Me that you wanted to see My Glory?”

“Did you not ask Me today to let the King of Glory in?”

I was dumbstruck and I realised that is exactly what I had asked today in prayer.

Then Jesus presented me with a small golden key and needle. This was exactly what I had received in a dream last year a dream where I heard the words ‘Apostasy is here’.

The golden key and needle were at the end of the dream where the Remnant were gathered and praying with Jesus. I remember also the holy oil. Jesus was praying at one table with two or three and right next this table I was stood around another table with young girl and new clothes were being made.

Jesus spoke again,

“Can you remember the dream I gave you Jacky?”

“Yes LORD, yes!” and all of this dream came back to me in a flash.

Then serious Jesus spoke,

“This is the final Apostasy Jacky before I return. It is here now, 2020 will be the year.”

I Iooked at Jesus and said,

“No dates LORD, no dates.”

Jesus replied, “No, no date or time but 2020 is the year of all things.”
I did not dare ask any more, I felt my tongue clamp shut. I wanted to ask more questions but I couldn’t find the words.

Jesus spoke again,

“Faith, Jacky, faith, walk in faith every day as though it is your last. Time is so short Jacky, so short. Tell My people to be ready, tell My people this is My Return, I am returning very soon. Tell them that My Grace has nearly ended and that there is no more delay.”
The realization of what Jesus had just said was too big to comprehend. He continued to speak,

“All is as glass, all is as breaking glass, all is revealed. Tell My people to get ready, time is up and the door of Grace is closing imminently. Continue to write Jacky, continue to speak until the end on YouTube as I told you to, no matter who listens or fails to listen. The House of God shall have My full judgment in 2020. The End is nigh.”

Tell My people I am coming very soon, this is no dress rehearsal, neither a game. Only those who stay alert and watch with all soberness shall understand My ways, My times, these shall hear the King and the Good Shepherd for I am both. I am the Father, I am the Son, I am in My Father and My Father is in Me.

Tell My people there is no more time, the hour has come, 2020 is the year but ye shall not know the day or hour.”
In my spirit to myself I ask about my daughter who is as yet unsaved and Jesus answers straight away,

“Leave your daughter with Me, just continue to write and to speak until the end as I told you. 2020 shall pass by in record speed, for I have speeded up time.”

I look ahead but I am facing back down the stairway I came up and I can now see clearly that there are many more angels making gold-plated coffins, each angel measuring both inside and out with the plumb line I saw at the beginning. I see rows and rows upon rows of these gold-plated coffins being made.

I look to Jesus puzzled and I ask,
“Why gold-plated?”

Jesus spoke those words from the beginning of Matthew 24,

“Let no man deceive you. Tell My people Jacky to get ready for I am to return very soon. The sand is slipping now through the hourglass. The world is breaking as glass, all is a goldfish bowl, all is exposed.”

(Note: on the podcast there is more detail and also a dream I had in 2001 of the rapture).